Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Life of a 21st century doctor!

The medical science has seen a sea change over the last century.....more than what has been achieved in the previous 5 centuries put together. The change has been for the better for patients as people are getting cured of diseases which previously had no cures.

In this state of change to expect the medical profession not to change is simply naive. I would like to enumerate the good, the bad and the ugly of the medical profession in general and the joys and challenges of doctors in particular. This is in no way a negative or cynical post. It is more of a perspective of how things are and how it is going to be.

Medical Education

Over the years the field has grown leaps and bounds and this being the era of super specialization.....now doctors are moving on to micro specialization. It has become harder for students to keep up to the whole gamut of information which keeps changing every few years so "specialization in minutiae is inevitable" is  the new world order for doctors. I agree with this in principle but the path to specialization especially in India is difficult, unrewarding and involves a lot of factors unrelated to your capability to be a good doctor. First on the list comes low pay right from the time a medical graduate passes out. This pay never reaches the amount appropriate to his/her level of expertize all through their career unless he/she indulges in any wrong practices or his/her family owns a hospital. Second is the high cost of medical education not only monetarily but in the quality of life a medical student has to endure throughout his student life. An equally capable professional in another field is pretty much well set by the time a doctor can come out to practice and by which time the doctor has a mountain of debt and an unforgiving society. There is very little incentive for a student in India to join the medical profession unless their family owns a hospital or have unending disposable income to spend. This puts the profession beyond the reach of the middle class since there are no returns for the incredible amount of mental and financial investment required from a doctor. So is it any surprise with the quality and character of the doctors of the new era. The brightest and smartest don't want to become doctors since it's simply not reasonable for a middle class family to sustain a medical student. This makes way for corruption and only the people with the insane amounts of money can become doctors in the new era. Are these the kind of doctors you want to trust your lives with?

Those fortunate to be bright enough enough to secure a government medical/ residency seats which they can afford are treated so shabbily by the system. They are often put up in slum like living condition in hostels with bug infested rooms, mosquitoes and the works by government colleges. They are often made to work 80-100hrs a week resulting poor nutrition and low morale. A lot of them end up sick and in extreme cases even dead. On top of that, the added danger of flash mobs assaulting the emergency doctors on call. The general feeling is the residents are often disgusted with the system and with their seniors for perpetuating this unfair system. This is how the brightest in the field are treated by the society. Some links below which might give an idea of how big the problem is.

https://in.news.yahoo.com/why-indian-doctors-fear-for-their-lives-043955469.html?fb_action_ids=10202670862286429&fb_action_types=og.recommends&fb_ref=facebook_cb

http://www.dnaindia.com/mumbai/report-who-takes-care-of-doctors-in-bmc-run-hospitals-2029755

The specialist doctor problem

These days everyone wants to be treated by the specialist. To a lay person it might seem like the most correct thing to do and may feel that super specialist is very accomplished hence also the most capable to treat his disease. In practice however it is a huge waste of resources. In most patient surveys around India and the world 80% of the sickness can be treated at the primary healthcare point. The consequences of making the cardiologist treat a common cold is that the patient is wasting a cardiologist's expertise and overpaying his consultation as well. People don't realize the importance of a general practitioner or general physician in their healthcare. This discourages newly minted medical professionals from taking up general practice. It is just not viable for them. What is the government doing about this problem. They are completely ignoring the issue and like they have treated primary education, they are treating primary healthcare with the same disdain. They aren't hiring permanent staff for their rural areas and those hired are paid salaries once in 6 months. They are forcibly making new residents serve in rural areas. This again is a huge waste of valuable resources. Orthopedic surgeons are doubling up as midwives and delivering babies in rural areas since there are no other doctors. How will this change our primary healthcare in anyway? GPs are not
average doctors as people would like to think. They have a different set of skills than a super specialist. While a super specialist is restricted to a very narrow field of medicine the GP is trained to look at the patient as a whole. More amazing diagnoses is made in a GPs chamber than a neurosurgeon's. But in the new era this important medical community is dwindling.

Quality of life of a Doctor

I'm not saying it is the toughest job on earth but a doctors life now is harder than it has ever been. Very few vacations- no money during student life and no time once you are practicing. 
Family suffers. My father is a doctor and all through my childhood I resented the fact that we took so few family vacations and that my father was never there for the most important events in school or others. All the while he was working day and night to make ends meet and ensure that we, his children get the right education, amenities and taken care of. This made sure that I was a reluctant doctor for the most part of medical school. I eventually found my calling and was "reformed" but it was a painful journey nonetheless. 
It is going to get worse for the future generations. There is this underlying myth that doctors make a lot of money during their careers which is really not true. I had a conversation with a friend from the money making tech industries and he had this to say

"Doctors can't contribute enough financially to the nation to command higher salaries. A doctor ONLY saves lives but engineers,financial analysts and CEOs create wealth which they distribute among themselves."

This is how much value saving lives commands. I was angry at what he said at first but later realized this is how the money creating industries think of doctors: overpaid and untrustworthy. Life and death can't be quantified in stocks and bonds and hence that is not enough. It made me sad as to how this came to pass and this perception is precisely what the next generation of doctors will have to work against. 
Governments post newly minted doctors into rural areas on compulsory postings but on temporary jobs. It is cheap labor for the exchequer, vote banks are taken care of and they don't have to bother about a permanent solution for a complex problem like rural health. 

What these people don't realize is that by having this attitude they will ultimately increase healthcare costs and then everybody suffers.

This inability of the society to acknowledge their altruism will be the reason to discourage the next generation of brilliant students from taking up this unforgiving profession. Doctors are no more demigods or authorities in their field. Their medical decisions will be altered by arm twisting untrusting patients, fear of malpractice suits, defensive medicine, target hounding corporate hospitals, a populist government and an inefficient law system. All this stress while their family still suffers from the lack of their time and money.

http://www.kevinmd.com/blog/2014/11/wish-knew-advice-spouses-doctors-residents.html

Doctor and patient relationship

To a doctor who is just starting out I would say this: ' Your decisions will be questioned at every step. You cannot dismiss patients like you are doing a favor to them. You will have to get down to the level of the patient and sometimes lower'. It will be a big let down in a doctor's life that they keep having their motives questioned every day of their professional lives. I think this is for the better as the doctor community has been too arrogant for far too long. They spend so little time with patients giving the excuse of long patient lists and surgeries. I think this is why people are so distrusting of what we do. Doctors of the new era have to respect the "new patient" who is educated, informed and has 1000 questions. There will be unreasonable patients just like other professionals have unreasonable clients. You have to approach it like how other professionals do. 
Any drug that you prescribe you should know all the side effects. Any surgery that you do you should know all possible complications. Ignorance is never an excuse anymore. It is your job to know. Never be dogmatic and steadfast about your decisions or opinions. Learn humility, patients appreciate that. State your professional opinion clearly before educating your patient about his/her disease and give them more than one choice when possible. Let patients take ownership of the decisions that need to be taken. All this takes time and you would be well advised to give it to them in the first instance or you'll be forced to give it in court. This sword of Damocles hanging over your head seems very unfair when all you wanted to do was do your job well. There is no point complaining about it and we have to make peace with our present day realities. If we want to be counted as professionals we have to be accountable. Period.
Also you need to connect to every patient you meet. For you will have several patients but for a patient you are the only doctor at that point of time. Learn more about your patients and make them feel like you are their doctor rather than make them feel they are your patients. There is a world of a difference in that.

http://mattandjennimurray.blogspot.sg/2014/09/in-defense-of-doctors.html?m=1

http://www.buzzfeed.com/lukelewis/16-doctors-on-the-dumbest-patients-they-have-ever-treated?bffb

Doctors and the media
Doctors in India are the vilified lot and not for small reason due to the unrelenting attitude of the media to slam doctors at every given opportunity. Media misuse their privilege to become just the loudest voice in the room. Most of the popular channels give out gross wrong health advice, unhealthy diet fads and advertisements of dubious cures. If that was not enough we have enough doctor slamming shows like Satyamev Jayate. Shows like these invite doctors and patients to discussion forums and post recording heavily edit the discussion in a very biased fashion to suit only their pre determined point of view and to create sensationalism to increase the TRPs of their shows. Doctors are the favorite punching bags since doctors in India have no voice. They don't form vote banks since they are an educated community which can't be swayed by politicians. They don't have a lobby to fight these instances of injustice since doctors in general don't make enough money impact the finance of any political entity. The Indian Medical Association and its state counterparts sometimes have token protests against these wrongs which not surprisingly never gets reported in the media. Doctors in hospital emergency rooms get beaten up every other day almost in all instances for no fault of theirs. This almost barbaric treatment of junior doctors in hospitals across the country are never reported in the media and if reported would highlight "some mistake" on the part of the treating doctors and never anything defending the doctors. This is because in most instances these assaults on doctors are perpetuated or encouraged by media persons. And strangely if there is any instance of a doctor strike  protesting archaic quota system of medical education, low pay or assault of doctors in hospitals, the same  media will come raining down on the doctor community of holding people's life at ransom. What I'm sad to see is that people don't realize that doctors are not anarchists.They would be more happy treating patients rather than be in protest rallies and fight lathi charges. If they are forced to do these things one has to realize how desperate and frustrated they are with the system. Nobody else is fighting for them and doctors have no choice but to protest in what little way they can. It is sometimes heart rending to see doctors who are on hunger strikes still running emergency clinics in these protest areas since they don't want people to suffer.

Doctors and Doctors

Over the years in the medical profession I have seen as a young doctor trying to make a mark that doctors work against doctors. There is too much professional jealousy and Godfather complex in the doctor community. There is a culture of disrespect which is passed on from the senior doctors to the junior ones. A senior doctor would not bat an eyelid before running down his junior colleague or rival in front of the patients. When you can't respect your own profession how can you expect the patient to respect it. Doctors cannot treat their junior colleagues like slaves at their beck and call. If you don't respect your colleagues the feeling will be mutual. So the first step in the new era will be to respect for everyone from medical student to super specialist. While we are at it there should be respect for everyone concerned with your patients....every person in the health delivery system forms a vital cog in the machinery. The future of healthcare is in creating effective teams rather than hierarchy. Nobody would believe me now but things will change in the near future in India to prevent hierarchy from setting into a system. Only when you remove nepotism , favoritism and godfathers from the picture will we gain a meritorious medical community. Mentors are the need of the day. Only if the present stalwarts mentor the next generation of doctors will there be continued value of our art. But if these stalwarts are insistent on running their personal fiefdoms then its a bleak future ahead.

Finally the joys of being a doctor

Being an optimist has helped me still enjoy my profession in a positive way despite the injustices that are being done to doctors in India. Its been a very long road from being a reluctant doctor to an empathetic doctor and this journey has taught me a lot of lessons. 
One of the joys of being a doctor is having the power to change a person's life and livelihood with one accurate diagnosis and appropriate treatment. A doctor may not move nations or even sometimes not even impress the patient he's treating but power to positively impact another person's life is incredible to say the least and I suspect is the reason why doctors still continue to perfect their art and science. Doctors may not make millions of dollars like lawyers, engineers, management consultants and businessmen but the value they give the patient with their work is not measure able with any material affluence.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

The 10 best books I have ever read!

There has been a recent trend on facebook which has gone viral- to name 10 books which have impressed the person being challenged.  The book lover in me was enthused by this challenge.

Since the earliest time I can remember, books have been an integral part of my life and have at various times entertained, stimulated , educated and made me feel amazed at the world around me.

Here goes my list:
1. The Salmandra Glass by A. W. Mykel
2. A Prayer for Owen Meany by John Irving
3. Life according to Garp by John Irving
4. Kane and Abel by Jeffrey Archer
5. The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
6. The Godfather by Mario Puzo
7. The Outliers and What the dog saw by Malcolm Gladwell. (They are one book inspite of 2 titles)
8.The day of the Jackal by Frederick Forsyth.
9. Waiting for the Mahatma by RK Narayan
10. The kite runner by Khaled Hosseini

And I'm the one of the biggest fans of PG Wodehouse, Agatha Christie and Jeffrey Archer. Wodehouse is the best comic writer in the world, Agatha Christie is the queen of detective stories and Jeffrey Archer is greatest short story writer ever. Since I can't fit in all their books into this list I've nearly excluded them all since they have a pride of place in my heart. It doesn't take a genius to figure out that this list above can't be exhausting for a voracious reader like me.

My list is wacky in the sense that they don't follow any particular genre and that's down to my reading habits as I read anything from newspapers to trashy magazines. My hunger for the written word is insatiable and incurable. The unintended (at least in my case) yet positive aspect of reading is that when you enjoy it, over time you become extremely well informed about current world issues and have a modern outlook and logical opinion on most topics. This gets you into any conversation with all kinds of people and that is a huge advantage in life.

Friday, August 22, 2014

Hope and Heartbreak: two sides of Retinoblastoma

I recently read an article "The Zimmerman family story" by Dr. Mary Louise Collins .....She is the daughter of world renowned Ocular oncology researcher Dr. Lorenz Zimmerman. She is an Ophthalmologist herself and she had written an article on Retinoblastoma from a personal standpoint in relation to her family. It has been published as an editorial in a scientific journal. The link to the article is below.

http://archopht.jamanetwork.com/Mobile/article.aspx?articleid=1844006

She talks about how her father Dr. Lorenz Zimmerman got interested in Ocular Oncology and went on to do pioneering work in Retinoblastoma research. Not only her father but several members of her family were responsible for landmark discoveries in the understanding of this disease. Tragically Retinoblastoma struck Dr. Zimmerman's family when his youngest son,Larry was diagnosed with the disease. Dr. Mary goes on describe how her parents courageously decided to go ahead with experimental treatment and had to fight several in the establishment to do so. Fortunately the treatment cured their son of the disease. Unfortunately the disease was to strike again on Dr. Zimmerman's family when Larry's daughter Perry was diagnosed with the same cancer. Dr. Mary then goes on to describe how the research done by her family gave them courage to fight the establishment which in turn helped change the lives of their own family members and the millions of kids worldwide.

What struck me about this wonderful article was it was scientific in content but from the heart in form. Dr. Zimmerman family struck me as both tragic and fortunate. Tragic due to the multiple times it was struck by the horrible cancer. Fortunate because the family was at the forefront of cutting edge research and at the best position to understand the disease and decide upon possible treatment. This is a wonderful article which I would recommend everyone to read.

But recently I saw another side of this terrible cancer. A 4 year old kid from Indonesia had come to us more than 8 months back with classical signs & symptoms of Retinoblastoma. It was diagnosed as such despite the child being out of the usual age group for retinoblastoma. But the parents strangely rejected our diagnosis and proposed treatment and went doctor shopping in Indonesia until they found a "doctor" who debunked the diagnosis and started treating it as something else injecting useless drugs into the eye. We came to know about this since the parents returned with the kid about 2 weeks back to our hospital. The kid by now had multiple metastatic cancer aided in no small measure by the criminal injections of the that Indonesian quack. We still offered the parents an aggressive treatment protocol which may yet save the child but the parents listened to us and disappeared again next day. This is the heartbreaking world of Retinoblastoma and I'm sure this happens in most parts of India as well where this dreadful cancer has to fight superstitions, parental denials, costs, cultures, quacks and witch doctors.

These are just two stories on opposite sides of the spectrum. There are many more stories between and beyond them as doctors fight this dreadful cancer.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

What is Ophthalmic Plastic surgery?

“It’s better to do a dull thing with style than a dangerous thing without it.”- Charles Bukowski


What is Ophthalmic plastic surgery or Oculoplasty? I often get asked this question when I tell them what I'm specializing in. Most people are not aware that such a speciality exists  including majority of medical doctors. They ask me how can you be an Ophthalmologist and a Plastic surgeon at the same time. It's a tedious exercise explaining it to people what my work comprises and one which makes my wife make fun of me when I explain because she's heard it so many times. I thought it would make sense to pen it down. Here it goes....

Ophthalmic Plastic Surgery is a subspecialty of Ophthalmology which deals with the orbit (eye socket), eyelids, tear ducts, and the face. It also deals with the reconstruction of the eyelid, the eye socket, and surrounding structures. Lately as a natural progression this branch has been getting into Facial Aesthetics in a big way in the form of Brow lifts, facelifts,Botox, fillers and Facial Rejuvenation.

The subspecialty of ophthalmic plastic surgery was born in the mid-twentieth century in the United States at the conclusion of World War II. The art of oculoplastic surgery, however, is centuries old, bearing its roots in antiquity in India,the Far East, and Europe.

The various procedures that have evolved over centuries can be divided into several general categories: reconstructive, restorative,and cosmetic.  Oculoplastic surgeons have perfected, refined, and pioneered new techniques of lacrimal surgery, ptosis repair and blepharoplasty, orbital surgery, lid malpositions, and flaps and grafts. With the close relationship of this speciality with Eye Cancer and eye reconstruction after removal of tumours,  Oculoplastic surgeons are de-facto Ocular oncologists. Since the treatment of the above conditions often requires multidisiplinary approach the possibilities of this field are endless. It also requires good working relationship with other specialties and to create a valuable team to treat the patients.

Oculoplastic surgery became recognized as a unique subspecialty of ophthalmology at the end of World War II. Numerous orbital and periocular injuries were treated by general ophthalmologists without prior training or exposure to ophthalmic plastic surgery. More often than not, trial and error were keys in developing these procedures. Among the earliest pioneers was Dr. John M. Wheeler who established a full practice based on oculoplastic surgery. He is known as the father of oculoplastic surgery. His student Wendel Hughes was the next major force in this field. Further Hughes' students Alston Callahan,Byron Smith and Crowell Beard propagated this field across the world. This group of Oculoplastic surgeons went on to found the American Society Ophthalmic Plastic and Reconstructive Surgeons(ASOPRS) in 1969. This was the first such society in the world for oculoplastic surgeons. Later more such societies got formed in other parts of the world. Europe (ESOPRS), Canada (CSOPRS), Asia-Pacific (APSOPRS) and even India (OPAI).

It is a relatively less known specialty. ( I myself did not know about it till I joined residency). There lies the challenge in this field and also the greatest opportunity to grow. The specialists in this field are there in it only for passion since the other sub-specialities in Ophthalmology are much more rewarding monetarily. This sub-speciality is quite hard to master yet it is incredibly satisfying. I am honoured and privileged to count myself among these stalwarts. Like I said the possibilities are endless and there is so much work to be done....



References:
1. Smith and Nesi's Ophthalmic Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery
2. Local Flaps in Facial Reconstruction by Shan R. Baker and Neil A. Swanson

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

The curious case of the Tilted Buddha

Was intrigued on a recent trip to Bhubaneshwar when I saw a sculpture of a tilted head of Buddha and I asked the significance to the sculptor. He couldn't explain me the significance and me being me went on to check why the Buddha's head is tilted. It all comes to one of the quotes apparently attributed to Buddha.

“When you realize how perfect everything is, you will tilt your head back and laugh at the sky”- Buddha

What it apparently means is this:

Since everything is but an illusion,
Perfect in being what it is,
Having nothing to do with good or bad,
Acceptance or rejection,
One might as well burst out laughing!

I don't really know whether Buddha actually said that and that inspired this tilted version of Buddha or its is just down to coincedence. Nevertheless its interesting.


From Oculoplasty and back

“Just don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there’s love and inspiration, I don’t think you can go wrong.” —Ella Fitzgerald

Its been an incredibly long time since I've been active on this blog. Partly because I have been busy and mostly because I haven't been inspired to write in a long time. I was in Bhubaneshwar sometime back and it has kind of brought me back to a place where I almost gave up on Oculoplasty as a career. In my earlier blog posts I had professed immense interest in Oculoplasty and haven't really updated what happened afterwards. Its a huge story worth a potboiler at the very least (ha ha I'm kidding). Well I wont bore you with all the details.

But something incredible happened in the end of September 2013. I got an offer letter from National University Hospital, Singapore accepting me for their Orbit and Oculoplasty clinical fellowship program. I had applied to NUH after my residency  just like the many other institutions I had applied to. Somebody there had seen a spark in me and selected me. I was ecstatic and that hunger to get into the fellowship kept me from giving up during the protracted paperwork process to start my fellowship.

I'm now more than 4 months into my fellowship and its been an amazing experience till now and I feel I'm in the best place that I could be. I have finally found a mentor who could really shape my career the way I would want it to go. I'm learning new things everyday and things I never thought I'll be doing.

I'm training in navigational surgery of Orbital fractures,small incision endoscopic browlift, Aesthetic procedures, attending orbital fracture implant courses and a myriad things I hadnt even imagined I would be able to do.  I realize that i'm at the forefront of technology and innovation in my field here in Singapore. The real challenge will be to use the knowledge and training that I have gained here into a place like India where there are always impediments to one's growth. A lot of it is economic and most of the rest of it is politics and nepotism that thrives in my profession in India. I sometimes worry that I'm getting spoiled by all the high tech gadgetry that I see here in Singapore and I fear becoming obsolete in India. Also I'm recently married so to get the kind of solid support from my wife has been comforting but I understand the sacrifices she's making for my career and it sometimes troubles me.

But after a lot of reflection I realize that the basic emotion here is "Joy". Joy in what I am doing despite hectic schedules of this fellowship and finding happiness in an equally important marriage at the same time. This beats every fear that I'll ever have. I figure that if I'm enjoying what I'm doing I'll find a way to make a living out of it.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

The witty patient!!

Lot of our daily practice in our clinics would involve seeing patients,making quick diagnoses and discussing various treatment options. We do sometimes joke with our patients to make it a more comfortable environment but most of our work though intellectually stimulating is not so much humorous. So just yesterday one patient of mine impressed me with her quick wittedness so I thought I just had to share it here:

A lady came into my clinic with red eyes and red angry lower eyelids. It wasn't fitting into any particular diagnosis other than allergic dermatitis.
So on repeated questioning she finally confessed that she arm twisted her dermatologist to prescribe her bimatoprost for getting long eyelashes.

Bimatoprost is an anti glaucoma drug whose side effect is long eyelashes. So drug companies and cosmetologists have started using this side effect as a cosmetic tool. But another side effect is it can cause allergic reaction which was the case here in this patient.

I explained to her that the eye drops  have caused her allergy.
Just then my boss walks in.
She says to him "Doctor we just discovered what caused my red eyes"

"What would that be?" My boss asked not knowing the whole history of this patient

She replied with a straight face

"Vanity"

The puzzled look on my boss' face was the funniest thing I have seen in a long time!!!